I have so much work to do. Hence, blog distraction. I've giving myself a 10-minute break because I owe you all a follow-up to my post from last week. (Thanks so much for your advice.)

There have been a million and one thoughts on this. Almost all of them in my head since I am the over-analyzer of the family.

Monday-Tuesday
After talking with the agency director we decided to open our options to non-siblings. When we decided to adopt children rather than have 'em biologically, it was because we wanted to provide a home to children who do not have one. Biological wasn't the important thing or else we would have tried to have our children the old fashioned way. So why should biological be a concern now?

Wednesday-Friday
The decision did not feel comfortable to me. It felt like we were giving up on another strong feeling we had... adopt two children who are older and related since it may be harder for siblings to find homes together compared to singles.

Saturday
Moment of clarity for me. I would rather travel blind for siblings than receive referrals of non-siblings. This is how I feel now. This could change tomorrow. M asks me why I am overanalyzing this. When we are presented referrals...we will know what is right for us. M is open to both options; and will support my preferences.

Sunday-Today
Duh. My gut feeling is that we must follow our initial path right now. Things will work out as they will. Just like all of you said on your comments. Biological or not, they are going to be wonderful children. It won't matter. Let's just see what happens.

Man, you guys are smart! ;-)